生活在现代社会， 被父母疼爱， 被老师疼爱， 长大了被男友疼爱， 所以我从不知道武力是什么， 更不知道由武力产生的恐惧是什么。直到前天下午，被OLIVER大大的，坚实的巴掌教训了一顿，才知道原来挨打，即使只是被打屁股，可以这么痛苦， 女人在男人面前是这么无力，恐惧原来是这样的一种感觉。
我和OLIVER约好在SHOPPING MALL见面， 我在约定时间前2分钟到达，随即看到了他。他确实很高， 足有190CM,每天早上30分钟的慢跑使他的体型也保持着和年轻人一样的健美.我175CM的身高，加上5CM的高跟鞋在他面前也还是显得娇小。我们一起吃了西班牙菜，然后逛商场， 一直都很融洽，但是我知道他喜欢我， 开始有意无意的TOUCH我，呵我的痒，直到我开始用指甲抓他，用拳头POUCH他的肚子。在从商场出来坐滚梯的路上， 他突然抓住我的手和他的手做了个比较， 说道：“你看看我的手比你的手大多少， 年轻女士，所以你你最好停止抓我， 不然我会用我的大手好好的教训你的。” 我当他是玩笑， 随即用细细的高跟鞋在他的脚上狠狠踩了一下， 他脸上的笑容僵住了，然后眨了一下眼睛，不再说话。我们出了商场到了停车场，到了车前面我刚准备上车，就觉得身体被圈住， 随即被强行转了过来， 我被他面对面的堵在车的侧玻璃上， 他抓着我的双肩， 笑眯眯的说： "Do you know how naughty you are? You will pay for it!"他随即把我向前轻轻一拉，又快又恨的在我的左臀上甩了几个巴掌， 我当即觉得我的整个左腿都麻了， 傻傻的站着连反应都没有了。这时有人来停车了， 暂时把我从懵的状态中解救出来， 我警告他有人来了，他就暂时停了手。等我恢复了一点神志， 我开始用拳头痛击他的肚子， 当然没两下就被他挟持住了双手。等其他人都离开了， 停车场又再次剩下我们两个的时候， 恶梦开始了。
他一手打开车门， 一手没有间断的抓着我的胳膊， 怕我跑掉。刚刚等他在汽车后座上坐稳， 我还没来得及反应， 就一下被按在了他的腿上。我还没明白要发生什么事， 就觉得屁股上被重重的一击， 裙子已经在不知不觉中被撩了起来。 他紧接着命令我说：Give me your hand! 我根本来不及挣扎， 右手就被他扣在了背后， 而左手被压在身下。我被完全制住了， 我绝望了。紧接着， 无情的巴掌落在我的右臀上， 巨大的痛楚是我从来没有经历过的， 每一下除了打在屁股上之外， 还给我的整个身体带来了强悍的冲击，我感觉我的心脏都要跳出来了，我感觉自己要死了， 脑子完全处于瘫痪状态。我试图加紧臀部的肌肉以抗击一些冲击， 但是没有2下我就无法做到了， 两条腿松松的没有一点力气。等我稍微恢复了一点理智，我的第一反应就是我要怎样做， 怎样说才能让他停手。我实在痛的受不了了，在身体完全被挟持的情形下我想到了哀求，“I beg you to stop! please! I will be good!" 他仿佛真的看我被打得不行了，把巴掌移到了左臀，力量稍微轻了些。“Now you should learn your lessons, you know you should have been good!" 我在半懵半醒之间好像听到他嘴里咕哝着这些话。
惩罚终于停止了， 我瘫痪在他的腿上，根本动不了。他放下我的裙子， 将我的上身抱起来，揽在怀里。我心里充满了愤怒和对自己无力与他抗衡的无奈，我想要用手痛击他的脸，或者用指甲掐他， 但是我不敢， 我真的不敢，我被打怕了， 现在他无论让我做什么我都会做， 只要他别再打我。他开始抚摸我的双臂和后背， 轻轻的亲吻我的额头， 而我根本没有力气做任何反应， 还处于惊吓状态。大约过了10分钟， 他托着我站了起来， 我强装能够正常行走， 第一次发现怎么从车的右后门到左前门是这么远， 几步之遥好像几千米， 好不容易才捱到了副驾驶座位上。我一下瘫在座位上， 屁股上的疼痛和滚烫无法形容。。
晚上回家后， 当我看到镜子中的自己时， 完全惊呆了，太红了， 尤其是右臀。皮肤是疙疙瘩瘩的，中间夹杂着几道深些颜色的淤痕和突起，隐隐约约的是个手掌或是几个手指的轮廓。皮肤的热度在几个小时之后还没有完全降下来。那是一个无法睡得安稳的夜晚，第二天早上5.30我就醒了， 醒来的第一反应就是我挨打了。下了床就直奔洗手间查看伤情， 颜色不再那么红了，稍微深了一些，但在坐下的时候还是很疼。第三天早上的颜色就更深了， 轻一些的红色退去了，但是右臀上最严重的一块变成了黑，青，紫的混合色，并且发硬，疼痛基本可以不影响什么了。
我把我的亲身经历拿出来和大家分享。我感觉身体上的疼痛是一部分， 留给我更多的是当时的恐惧。在挨打之前真的不知道手掌就可以制造这么大的疼痛， 就可想那些板子和棍子之类的东西了。
我把OLIVER之后的感受贴在下面， 请大家欣赏。如果需要， 我可以翻译， 但是我想大家都能看懂。
Hello my precious girl,
Now for my thoughts on out meeting…
The drive from Y took 50 minutes. That pleased me, if things went well today it would mean that we could see one another again quite easily and possiibly in the evening during the week. I found the M centre, parked the car and searched for Lewis. I was 10 mins early and as i stood around waiting, I looked for a beautiful chinese girl. One o’oclock arrived, but still no sign of J. I walked around outside the store…and then i saw her! She was peering into the store to see if i was inside. I watched her for a few moments before i walked towards her. She looked a little nervous and as I came close to her, she didn’t realise it was me until the last minute. I took her hands and kissed her cheek. I don’t think that she was used to this kind of greeting as she seemed a little uncomfortable.
I chatted to her as we went to look for a retaurant. She was calm, but seemed a little uneasy. Soon we found La and settled down at a table together. We ordered drinks and took our time to choose the food. J let me order for her and, as we sat and chatted, she seemed to ease a little and began to smile. (she has a beautiful smile!) I tried to take her hand a couple of times after we had eaten in order to judge how tactile she was… she let me hold it for a moment but quickly pulled away. She wasn’t comfortable with me yet, but i think she was warming to me.
The conversation went well over lunch and after we had eaten I asked her what she would like to do. She said she wanted to go and look at the shops but thought i wouldn’t enjoy that. I reassured her that I was interested to see M as it was my firts visit and so we went off to look for clothes for her families. As we walked around the store, i tried to take her had again…this time, she seemed more disposed to it and it wasn’t long before i was holding her and tickling her. Her response to my tickling her was to dig her very sharp nails into my hand! She also tried to hit me a couple of times and so i gave her a slap on her bottom. She seemed to like this game and at one stage i took her behind a display of rucksacs and gave her a couple of deliberate swats on her bottom, then pulled her to me and left my hand on her bottom while we talked.
After the shopping was over, I asked her to walk me to my car. We talked about when we might see one another again and fooled around as we walked to the car park. She hit me again a couple of times and i pulled her close to me and threatened a spanking if she continued… this jut made her worse!
As we got to the car to say goodbye, i held her close. She felt nice in my arms, just right, as if she was meant to be held by me, but when i tried to kiss her tenderly on the lips, she insisted that i could kiss just her cheek or her forehead. I soooooo wanted to kiss her on the lips. As we stood talking at the car, she dug her nails into my hand agian. I remonstrated with her and she just became more badly behaved, hitting me a couple of times. I decided that she needed to be taught a lesson. I caught her by the wrist and pulled her close to me, holding her tightly. I lifted her short skirt and saw she had tights and white panties on, then i gave her a couple of sharp slaps across her panty clad bottom. This stopped her for a moment, but then she began to hit me again. People were coming, so i had to stop for a moment and she was smiling, thinking that she could get away with hitting me!
I made up my mind to spank her properly… just as a naughty little girl should be spanked… over my knee… and BARE!
I told her to get into the car and drove to the far corner of the car park, well away from any other people and the security cameras. I reversed into a corner and ordered her out of the car and round to the back. Opening the rear door and pushing my seat forward, i caught her by the wrist and pulled her into the car and across my lap. Holding her firmly, i pulled her little skirt up out of the way and very quickly pulled her panties and tights down to reveal a delightful little bottom! As she was lying across my lap, i hoped that she couldn’t feel the effect the sight of her bare and helpless across my lap, was having on me!
Without hesitating i gave her 5 hard smacks on her left cheek, followed by 5 on the right, At first she held her legs tightly together, in the hope that i shouldn’t see the delights concealed between her cheeks, but by the time i was givng her her next 10 smacks, her legs were parted and she was kicking a little, leaving nothing to my imagination. I smiled to myself at the sight of the soft silky hair between her legs… sooooo beautiful! By the time i had given her another 5 smacks on each cheek, her bottom was very red and she was begging me…but in a very quiet voice, almost a whisper… to let her off any more. I paused, stroked her bottom gently with my hand and after a few moments, pulled her panties up and lifted her onto my lap. She was sooooo quiet, so silent. I held her very close, gently hugging her and kissing her face, whispering that she was forgiven and that she had been a good girl to take her punishment so well. She asked if she could just stay there in my arms to collect herself and so we sat for a few minutes like that. I held her and it felt just right, as though she was MEANT to be there and to be held by me. I then let her stand and got out of the car with her. No sooner had I done that, than she hit me again. I told her to stop, but she hit me again…only this time i was ready for it! I got back into the car and pulled her in after me rather roughly and she caught her head on the side of the car! Once inside again and over my knee, i took down her panties again and gave her alrady red and rather sore bare bottom another 20 smacks. This time she wriggles and as her legs opened, i landed a couple of smacks on the top of her legs which made her kick a little harder. I stopped spanking her for a moment and asked her if she would beahve if i let her up… she said she would… I made her answer again and this time call me Sir, which she readily did.
I now knew that i had her completely under my control ! After stroking her bottom a little and gently parting her cheeks, i took her on my lap again for a cuddle and just held her very gently and very tenderly in my arms, kissing her cheeks and forehed. I still wanted to kiss her properly soooo much! After several minutes, i let her get up and go back to the passenger seat. She was walking quite uncomfortably and pulled a face as she sat down in the car. I reached out and held her hand…this time she held it gently and did not scratch. I thought, “Now she is begining to learn her lesson!” We talked like old friends for a little while before it was time for me to drive home and as she left i kissed her gently on the cheek and waved goodbye to her.
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